At 55 years old I still dream of finding the perfect love, a soul mate. Actually, my heart aches to find love. I have tried internet dating on a couple of sites, only to be disappointed. The disappointment comes from the views on sex. I still or maybe one of the few that think of sex a being a sacred act. I have found that on the websites, that men are making what seems to be a last ditch effort to try everything they have never tried sexually. I don't know if it's male menopause or this is there last chance for all their sexual fantasies.
Personally I find it very difficult to tell someone I don't know all my sexual fantasies. To type something that someone wants to hear so they can masturbate while reading it. I have become so disappointed that this is what sex has been reduce to.
What happened to being so in love with someone that you can't wait to see them, touch them, and kiss them. That when you kiss them everything in your being wants to be with them. Or is that just an old woman's view of what was, when youth and beauty were on your side. I watch my children as they fall in love, young love and am so envious that they're chance of finding real love is so much greater than mine.
Though as each day goes by and my search continues, I find it better to be alone than to be with an superficial love.
